it’s my fault
for believing that everyone is good
and kind
and worth all the love and time and effort
it’s my fault
It’s not the absence of everything, it’s the presence of nothing.....
it’s my fault
for believing that everyone is good
and kind
and worth all the love and time and effort
it’s my fault
“You’re one curious creature aren’t you? It worries me at times.”
“Why? It’s not a bad thing right? It’s the reason we found each other remember?”
“Yes, I remember. Promise me something?”
“What?”
“Don’t wonder off too far with your curiosity. I don’t know what it’ll do to me if you find something better out there and decide I’m not enough anymore.”
“Don’t get me wrong, your intense sense of curiosity is one of many that I love about you. But what got me you in the first place might be the very reason I’ll lose you someday. And I know when that happens, with you you’ll take the most irreplaceable part of me before I could even form the words ‘goodbye’.”
Amirah H. J. // before I could even say ‘goodbye’.
“I hunger for your taste, your smell, the feel of your soul touching mine.”
I miss you in ways I can’t explain..
I miss you in ways that don’t make sense..
I miss you in ways that aren’t possible..
I miss you like I’ve never missed anyone ever before..
I miss you and it’ll never make sense…
I’m holding myself inside
You see me looking away
Out the window
Or staring at my hands in my lap
But inside I’m holding myself in my arms
With muffled heart wrenching sobs
Because there just is no one else
“The saddest thing is that our two hearts love each other so much and we’re still not together.”
— h.f.p.
I still can remember the first time I saw you,
you poor lonely child
In a whole new world.
You seemed so pure
Sitting next to you made me happy
making me want to get closer
especially when you seemed so alone
when you looked so sad.
It was a whole new world
to you and to me
So I asked if you wanted to try it together
It was how I had hoped it to be.
Now we are past that new world
and you’re no longer here.
I’m attempting it with no one.
Now I’m the one alone.
I’m the one sitting alone.
with no one wanting to get closer
Now I’m sitting by myself.
And I’m drowning in sadness.
I wonder if you’re happy.
I wonder if you’ve made friends
my poor lonely child.
I hope you are still as pure.
We are going through another new world
all by ourselves.
Fighting to be something
hopefully for someone else.
But my dreams like to wander
back to that first new world
When we had each other
When we were just friends.
I can still remember the first time I saw you.
My heart began to flutter.
In a span of a minute.
You became my whole world.
Veltra Fang
Some nights I wonder if my heart will ever stop calling for you.
MK Ireland #246 : midnight yearning
“[our giddy hearts leapt—the sun’s gaze caressing her skin, as though her heart shone past her breast.
it was everything i wanted—within a person, within a world. every gaze and every time she looked at me, it felt as though the warmth of her palms touched my heart—and they did… they truly did.]”